A Big Project

I'm planning my wedding. It is using up a lot of my psychic energy, it is okay. It will be my biggest installation , my best performance , my most important ritual. There will be lots of colors, earth and paper and cloth and film. He does not know everything that I think but he allows me to live happily in my world , and is there to hold me like a baby when I am a baby. His emerald greens and me as brown dog make a perfect tree. I'm going to pay someone to take his green and my brown , correlating colors, eyes as rocks, colored healing crystals , bend them around our eachothers fingers, to have and to hold.